Ah, yet another entry!

Not much to say here, haven't really been drawing and uploading at all.

I'm stuck at my dad's until the 14th of this month.
So! I'm quite bored..

Hm, my entry are quite spaced out. Time wise.

But anywho, possibly might upload some new things later..if i get around to drawing anything today.

I need to get ready for my date soon !!

D:
Im not sure what to wear though, a skirt mabye?
Ew..

Well, next thursday will be Dylan and I's 7th month!
I'm excited, I've never really been able to like someone for that long, it's crazy.

We're having a little scare right now though beacuase I might be pregnant...

I'm a little afraid to find out if I am.

Let me see. Well I should be having some new art up on my profile. MABYE.


Art hasn't been the most controling thing in my life the past couple of months...




Got a boyfreind about 4 months ago. WooHoo.


He's amazing, I love him so much.



Ok, so People need to give me some comments...its a little sad to come back to a blank comment page. :[

Well, Recently I started cutting again. I had a nitemare not to long ago...It had to do with a girl I know.

It felt so strange, when I woke up that morning with sweat dripping down my face. I could feel the fear going through my whole body.

Why would I have a dream about HER?

I felt like somewhere she knew. She could feel it. The rest of the day I could still feel the fear.


In some way...Did I love her once?
I feel like I was pushed away some how.
Or, mabye...It was me who was the one pushing away...?


I just don't understand what's going on with me lately.

Im sick of this shit. Alright, I admit this. Im a fucking horrible artist. v.v Whats the point of me attemping anything anymore, Might as well take out the butcher knife out and slit my wrists now. Fucking damn it, Im so upset at the fucking world. DEPRESSION its stabbing me in the fucking heart right now, nothings working out the way I want it to. I feel like I shouldn't even be allowed to touch a pen/pencil ever again. Mabye i should finally just give it all up...